Suicide
If you are contemplating suicide then you probably are depressed right now. You also may have taken pills or you are drinking alcohol. If you have a gun or other means to kill yourself, then please give them to someone. Call a friend or family member that will help you. Believe me your relatives are not better off without you. This is the lie of the devil and he is a murderer and liar from the beginning.
Don't Do It!

Please listen to me. My sister Cyndi committed suicide almost two years ago!
It tore every one apart. If you took an overdose of pills, call 911. It is better to be safe than to lose your life.
Your depression is treatable. Strides in medicines that can stop the gloom and the agony of depression have been made. You can get these medicines from a medical doctor. You may be on medication but it is not working. You probably need a psychiatrist to "tweak" your medication.
If you need to talk to someone call the suicide hot line
1-800-784-2433
There are people who really care about your life.
I have been so depressed I did not know up from down.
I had a plan that I was going to act on. However, my family helped me.
Please email me bloemsteve@yahoo.com. I will email you or give you a call. We have written a book called Broken Minds Hope for Healing When You Feel Like You're Losing It (Bloem, Steve and robyn, (2005) Grand Rapids: Kregel Publications, (chapter 4).